"about me's"

people's about me's on websites are always interesting to read. i like seeing how people describe themselves, and usually writing what they think people want to see.

i guess i 'm not sure what to think. mine have always been book clippings or lyrics i like.
so here goes.

i'm not sure what i want from life. i find that 18 is too young an age to know.
i live in hull, a small city in england however, i dislike it. i think though, no matter where i move i eventually would grow restless and want to move again. i get impatient, and bored, really quickly. always wanting to be places where i haven't experienced and know not that much about. i just like what i see. like new york. paris. london.
big cities, so much to discover. these are the places i want to be.
i want to learn and live. and i feel like this place and the people here just cant give me the kicks i need.
i hate partying, i have for a long time. but due to not being able to sleep due to stress and having nothing better to do, i go out alot.
one thing ive realised from 'growing up' is i don't want to. and that i was happiest at the age of 16, when all i did was bitch about wanting to be 18
18 is no fun. ive go myself into a strange place. and now i'm cutting things out, starting over, going back to the good days.


no more partying.



also this is the music i love.
you know when a food you love makes you sick, then you can't eat it for years due to making you think of vomit. thats how i currently feel about electro.
every party is the same. electro i liked, on repeat for hours and hours.
its become a soundtrack to a comedown.